two more

two down two to go.

i'm down with fever two days ago. couldn't get up and study. so i spend the whole day lazing around on the bed. not being able to sleep too because its so damn hot outside. i really wish i could go for a swim but i cant because the cold water will only make my flu worse.

i finished half an hour early today so i decided not to wait any longer and bolt to exit the exam hall. its warmer outside but im grateful pulak this time since i got blocked nose sitting in the cool morning aircond of the huge lecture hall. i think that's going to be my last time sitting in the lecture hall. in about two months time, i wont be calling myself a student anymore.

sedihla pulak leaving the academic world behind. but come to think of it, i wouldnt risk another year to pursue masters. its not that easy you know. so i have decided to stick to the first job i could get in the market and work my ass off to pay for the study loans. i think at the age of 22, i already owe the government about MYR22k. wow. that's big.

i went to the movies with my girl, Zatil recently. she get to pick the movie since she's the one who asked me out - and so we watched Jangan Tegur. shitlah. i personally think this movie is better than Jangan Pandang Belakang. No stupid-stupid screaming. with improved sound effect and a better visual effect of the hantu flying / floating in the corridor. it didnt look like the cheap invisible string set that you get to see in "The Making of...". but it did look real to me.

tapi aku, biasalah. bayar movie RM7 tapi tengok movie nye 70posen je nampak. :P
most of the time i kept my handphone plastered to my face. or i'll hug Zatil's hand till she pushed me away. the beginning of the story dah seram gila. suara-suara orang baca Surah Yasin. alahai. and the first scene pun dah start ada kematian malam and arwah nenek Bai ni terpaksa dikebumikan esok pagi. alahai, this scene is the one that they used in their teaser poster. smart gila! time Bai tido tu kan, ada gambaran nenek Bai ni kat blakang dia, and of course like all muslim mayats do, adala ikat kain putih dari dagu sampai kepala tu. syaitan. aku jerit je memanjang.

tapi tu bukan part paling best, part yang paling mengerikan, Natasha lari masuk bilik lepas nampak Bai kat bilik study dia. time tu Natasha ni nak kejutkan hubby dia, Pierre Andre. hantu tadi dah pusing-pusing tombol pintu dah. Natasha cuba kejutkan hubby dia lagi. then tiba-tiba dari pintu tu suara husband dia tanya kenapa dia kunci pintu. huwwwwwaaaaa! then sapala yang baring kat sebelah dia atas katil tuuuu???? waah, time ni aku jerit macam orang gila dah!

part favorite aku ialah time Bai ni kene rasuk ngan jin siam tu. the did a splendid job on that scene sebab Bai mengarut cakap Siam time ustaz confront dia. fuuh, this is a step forward for Malsysian film. takla bosan sangat tengok pompuan menjerit macam putus cinta instead of macam kene rasuk, ye tak?

yang paling last tu time Natasha plak kene rasuk ngan jin tu. badan dia jadi biru beb! ala-ala exorcise la. Ada parut kulit melecet and terkopek kat pipi dia. bagus, bagus. they did made an effort untuk perbaiki kelemahan pada Jangan Pandang Belakang in this film. a round of applause.

lepas ni nak tengok confessions of a shopaholic. Sophie Kinsella did well on the books but i wont put high expectations on the movie. books are definitely better than movie. and that applies to TWAAY jugak.

for you readers yang i dah berjaya divertkan untuk membaca TWAAY hasil tangan halus kawan saya si tukang masak, Edwan tu, you'll definitely love it. and at some point i thought of turning it into a movie. but it wouldnt be that good sebab bukan semua orang boleh bangkitkan perasaan yang mendalam bila baca suasana yang digambarkan dengan perkataan berbanding dengan cuba letak perasaan tu kat muka. confirm-confirm tak dapat.

jadi, bagi kawan-kawan yang dah habis baca TWAAY sampai habis saya ucapkan terima kasih kepada anda kerana sudi membacanya. i have started reading TWAAY sejak first year in UMS. sekarang dah nak grad barulah habis. So usia TWAAY ialah lebih kurang 2 tahun lebih.

reason that i love reading TWAAY is that it gives me hope for a happy ending. not that movies dont provide me with that satisfaction, but i think TWAAY's storyline is somewhat real and it can actually happen in real life. walaupun endingnya takla happy, tapi saya rasa, cinta itu ada. cuma kita perlu cari.

tapi bila cinta sudah ada depan mata, janganla diabaikan. it wont kill to make an effort to keep it alive. it wont kill to make an effort or to ACTUALLY show that you care or love.

but then again, i'm just a human being. semua ni ketentuan Allah Almighty.

kadang-kadang saya ada rasa putus asa. kadang-kadang saya ada perasaan ragu-ragu. tapi awak yang datang dalam hidup saya, offer me a chance to be happy again, jadi saya harapkan awak pegang janji awak itu. sebab sekarang saya rasa saya sangat perlukannya untuk terus hidup.