please use your signal

why is it so difficult to lift a finger and turn on your signal?

a guy got the middle-finger-response from me for failing to give a signal before turning into a junction. i was on my way home and its already stressful that i can't get out of the junction and the line behind me is beginning to grow.

i only have a fraction of patience to spare wahai motorists in Malaysia.

lain kali kalau tak bagi signal aku langgar je. pastu reverse dan lenyek lagi biar flat terus supaya orang tak payah susah-susah nak kutip serpihan badan kau.

huh!

water.

a glass jar appeared from no where into my hands. it is green. i opened the lid and pour away the contents. to my right there is a spring flowing from an unknown source. i clean the bottle but there is still traces of sands in it. encrusted at the bottom.

i heard waves. faint at first but it got louder. i turned to look. squinted my eyes and saw water - or seawater splashing on top of a neighbor's roof. and then a big wave. smashing on top of the roofs. getting nearer to my own house. i ran to get inside. just in time to have one foot in and the other out the door feeling a wash of the sandy water. left foot to be exact.

i am standing at the sea. just by the shoreline. with my back to the sea, looking at a cliff. the sky is somewhat grey today. a big wave coming from the right bombarded the cliff to pieces. 

but i am safe. even if i stand in the sea feeling the waves on my ankles i am safe from the bigger wave that is hitting the shore.

i was woken up by a streak of sunlight through the window.

Everlast!

oh! oh! indulged myself with a new pair of shoes from Everlast. just so i could wear the crocs only when i really have to.

crocs is giving me smelly feet. i know its nice to wear them because they're super comfy but that doesn't mean i want to wear them all the time anymore.

hence, the new shoe! wee~!

now the problem is, its white. so, pray that on the days that im wearing it, it wont rain.

(=^.^=)

me is the not writing serious

me is the looking forward to travelling. which will happen soon. which i hope will be far from here. which will be totally tiring and fun at the same time.

ho-yeah!

yes, me is the understand the language me is using right now is the very annoying. but this is the english is broken spoken by people who is refusing to speak properly english.

me is happy on a bright sunshiny saturday that me ate too much salt and drink too sweet drinks and becoming the hyper like this. yes, me is not eating healthy but me no care since its me money earn from good job.

me is the want to vroom vroom in a new car soon. so me better control not to step the accelerator to much because me must love environment and me cash because oil is not cheap. cooking oil is different because cannot be used in me car.

oh oh! dont forget uncle pants on the ground. i think he will be a phenomenal hit this season. 

total crap.

subway saturday:

seafood with crap! eh! salah!

seafood with CRAB!

ngeee~

upset? no?

why so upset?

life is full of fun waiting for you out there

so why bother with the nonsence?

grab your car keys

rev the engine

stomp on the gas

ride to freedom

;)

loving you Bear, always.

slumber

no, not the malay version of slumber. ewuh.

i've been having all sorts of weird collection of dreams. previously i have kept a written dream diary that i thought of turning it into a blog one day. just to see how weird can things go in my semi-conscious brain. which means i would have to log in every morning, each time immediately after i wake up for the details to be exact and maybe scary to some. we'll see about that yea? :)

loving the gloomy-gloomy weather although my body functions on "jam-matahari". if its dark i feel sleepy and i can just get up from deep sleep by a ray of light through the curtains. the cool air is helping my skin to recover from various degree of sunburn from siteworks. i need to find a new skincare line to treat the sunburns. wouldnt want to end up having nice tans (only on my arms) anne.

what to do today yea? spend the day out with my dear darling or just stay in and do the old people activities? haha!

can you please not go so soon Bear?

(i.i)

2010

hey! happy new year! :D

welcomed the new year with close buddies the Don, Rx-8 and hottie at Bear's cribs. we had a small BBQ party - chicken, hotdogs and the compulsory lamb.

i celebrated my new year indoors for the last 3 years so its good to have the small gathering of close friends. oh yea, and we popped sparkling juice and toast at midnight! well, at least Don got the honour to pop the bottle.

i'm not the resolution-making kind of person so lets just put it this way, this year i'll be better than before. easy, right? right.

forecasts on love life, financial and career seems good this year. the hunt for my first car is still on as i will not easily settle down with Myvi because i (and my so-called financial advisor) think/know that i can afford something better and double the satisfaction. owning a dream car with less the amount of money to buy a Myvi. how cool is that? so just wait and see. i'll post up pictures if i think its safe enough as to not end up being stalked by uber-psycho people out there. sheesh!

i gained a kilo. haha! yea. not supposed to include that here but hey! at least i'm no kate moss anymore. a doctor in sabah calls me that. he thinks that girls should have some meat on them - or whatever that means. but yeah, i'll do some upgrading to the current assets and keep the flat abs. which will be a huge challenge to do since now i can afford to dine at nice places (a reason to splurge and a reason to spend for a reason to treat myself after working these ass off).

a nice steamboat hangout in the city of Cats

all else is looking good.

starting the new year with better tolerance for chocolate and lightly caffeinated drinks.

missing an all time good friend of mine who is happy to be drunk during midday and sending funny messages while getting drunk from somewhere in Taiwan.

happy to be someplace where cats are "worshiped" as the city's mascot,

..and looking forward to travels by mid-january.

*yawns*