controversial?

controversial?

muahaha! yes, I think so. At least a bit lah. Actually there is a whole folder collection of this picture. But I only chose this one out of the whole lot.
It is actually an entry for photograph competition online - for a fantasy game TornCity.

The grand prize is a private island (not in reality, of course).

The photoshoot is a pain though. Equipped with only my handphone camera of 2MP, I tried my best to capture something special following the Christmas Spirit theme. And my digital camera wont function during that time - which I have no idea why. Since the rules and regulations stated that entries submitted must be in a raw condition - meaning tiada editing langsung lah, so I had to find a way to make it purrfect.

Photoshoot dilakukan sendiri dengan menggunakan timer memandangkan ketiadaan photographer yang dibenarkan berada di set. :P
(actually I wanted M to take the picture for me but we couldnt have the sleepover since P is away for Christmas)
Makanya satu folder penuh dengan aksi-aksi tidak senonoh tapi tidak juga lucah - jika anda memikirkan tidak senonoh sentiasa bersamaan dengan lucah anda perlu hubungi kaunselor anda sekarang juga.
Seminggu dibazirkan untuk menghasilkan pose yang sempurna.Which is stupid unless I have a photographer instead of lari-lari go set timer and handphone and lari-lari lagi untuk duduk posing macam tu.

Syarat penyertaan menyatakan peserta perlu mempamerkan slogan I <3 JFK.

(Maka terjawablah sudah persoalan what comes after the word I... <3 ... itu)

Gambar asal yang dihantar untuk pertandingan itu tidak dipamerkan disini atas sebab-sebab tertentu yang tidak akan penulis jelaskan.

In the end, I only won the Favorite Picture with 25mil consolation prize and a Xanax.

Still controversial?

;)

the hair affair

Let's look back at 2006. I had this long Ju-On-like hair that I kept for like 4 years since high school. I never really took care of my hair. Just a weekly full-body conditioning and two-days once shampooing. (That's minimum care already!) Letting it loose on the first day of uni registration became the thing I would never regret it my whole life. (That's when R first spotted me on the hall steps).

He will always remember me as Cinta. Ahaha.. I had my baju kurung on - just for the sake of dorm registration day - and since I hadn't unpack my luggage so I couldn't find my black pumps. Instead, I wore the purple oversized Adidas murah punya. Or should I say Abibas? I purposedly bought a size 6 even though I'm a size 3 (Vincci), 4 or 5 (Nose). Oh, sangatla terasa zaman movie Ada Apa Dengan Cinta and Sepet.

Anyways, I just want to flash back how I changed since 2006. ;)

This is the Ju-On hair I had since 2001. I remembered an old room mate saw me combing my hair in front of the mirror in the middle of the night. I just had a big bath and decided to comb my hair dry. Painfully slow process for that length. A shouted, "anne, ko gila ka mo sikat rambut gitu malam-malam buta ni. bagus ko stop sebelum aku mengigau ni malam,". That's her exact words.

We stayed room mates for another year. Until one day, they forced me to get a haircut! Alamak...nak potong macam mana ni. Dahla I never tried any other haircut. It has always been this long since...since I'm 14. (minus the very short boyish haircut I had when I was 12).

Rihanna's Umbrella was the hit song at that time. So, I had the guys at L'oreal Professional Salon give me a bob cut! Huwa, time ni macam nak nangis je. F punya kerja la ni. F:"ko putung saja anne,".

I didn't tell R I was getting a haircut that day. I only told him I just came back from town. Until he sensed something fishy. I made him wait till the next day. He was really shocked to see all the long hair gone! I had bangs and it was pretty short at the back. I do remember coursemates dropping their jaws when they saw me entering the class the next day. It was fun! Haha!

After some time it had grown long reaching my shoulders. I had to brush it really straight every morning before i go to class. So i had it rebond in September 2008. It was worth it.

My current hairstyle is weird. The front part is very long and still short at the back. Just above the collarbone I think. I had headbands on to avoid the long bangs from poking my eyes.

Owh yeah, that's M's Christmas hair! Haha. She has this naturally very curly hair which she used to rebond back during high school days. But now she just apply some moose and style it. M, it looks awesome just that way.

And now I'm still searching for my 2009 look.

Should I stay the same or give you guys/girls another surprise?

;)