the grounds i walked

bear just texted me telling me he is around town in KK.

he passed through the kfc where we went on our first official date. just to the left is a boutique where i would spend at least half an hour trying on some outfit which i would then refuse to buy because they dont fit my then stick thin body.

opposite of the boutique is a bakery, MultiBake. where we would always grab the favorite garlic stick and then rush up the stairs to be in time for the movies.

the burgerKing diner where we used to hang out was long gone. i think it was sold to a small handphone shop and the other half of it turned into a shoe shop.

i remembered bear told me that the cheap-ass cinema's door is just like the one he has back when he lives in the off-campus dorms. we used to go for couple seats. and yes of course we got it for the privacy and the comfort. i think i still keep the cinema tickets although some of them might have fade already by now. 

and the last thing that came to my mind about a minute ago is this food court up at wisma merdeka where we usually have some heavy lunch with this awesome ikan keropok. its phenomenal.

well that was three years back.

can't believe i almost forgot how much fun we had when the worries of the world have never even existed back then. 

i think i'll walk those grounds again one day. 

see if i can fit the smell, sound and sight to one of the great memories i had back in sabah.

love, 

Anne.

black sheep wall

oh. once again i have abandoned the blog.

just got caught up with work - home and at the office. i wonder since when i pandai kumpul laundry tinggi-tinggi ni. as far as i know, during my uni years i can say that i am a lazy bum la jugak, but coming home to see the laundry piled up high like this? oh no. this cannot be. 

itching to go for another weekend of ice-skating with hanimun but lets see if im too exhausted to get up by 7am on saturday this week. i hope i can finish the site within these 3 days. tomorrow there will be someone visiting me and my teammate at the site so i pray pray pray nothing goes wrong tomorrow.

i know i have this habit of trying to be perfect at the very first time of trying something. it is a challenge but at the same time im not being fair to myself. bear's mom told me im being too hard on myself. but thats just me i think. i had a fair share of mistakes in the short 22 years of my life that i can do nothing about. and life's a bitch when you thought you made a right decision when actually there is no right or wrong decisions, there's just a decision that comes with consequences to live with and make the most of things.

i am short-tempered. there. i've said it.

i am putting up yet another wall around me. i see you but you can never see through me.

xoxo.

sharon, i miss you dearly. stay a little longer for your next trip okay? i miss our pillow talks.

hanim, thanks for picking up the call the other night. i really need it.

amoi, and wan, heads up. its coming your way!