oh. once again i have abandoned the blog.
just got caught up with work - home and at the office. i wonder since when i pandai kumpul laundry tinggi-tinggi ni. as far as i know, during my uni years i can say that i am a lazy bum la jugak, but coming home to see the laundry piled up high like this? oh no. this cannot be.
itching to go for another weekend of ice-skating with hanimun but lets see if im too exhausted to get up by 7am on saturday this week. i hope i can finish the site within these 3 days. tomorrow there will be someone visiting me and my teammate at the site so i pray pray pray nothing goes wrong tomorrow.
i know i have this habit of trying to be perfect at the very first time of trying something. it is a challenge but at the same time im not being fair to myself. bear's mom told me im being too hard on myself. but thats just me i think. i had a fair share of mistakes in the short 22 years of my life that i can do nothing about. and life's a bitch when you thought you made a right decision when actually there is no right or wrong decisions, there's just a decision that comes with consequences to live with and make the most of things.
i am short-tempered. there. i've said it.
i am putting up yet another wall around me. i see you but you can never see through me.
xoxo.
sharon, i miss you dearly. stay a little longer for your next trip okay? i miss our pillow talks.
hanim, thanks for picking up the call the other night. i really need it.
amoi, and wan, heads up. its coming your way!
