Sunday, August 1, 2010

contemplating

i think. i need anger management.

i have lost respect for the type of people who messed-up my life before. not that im acknowledging their ability to turn me into a monster.

i turned off my phone. wanting to cut all connection to the cruel world outside. but here i am, letting my fingers tell the world how i feel. maybe then at least someone would listen and understand.

i hope one day i can really-really get over the anger i feel. life is short you know. and i am trying not to let these losers ruin my life again. not ever. although at times i just wonder why cant i just erase the bad memories and start anew?

maybe an accident is good for me now. just so i forgot who i was, how my life used to be, and start a new life.

maybe. sighs.

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