though im not supposed to post this but since i have modified it a bit for the thesis, i guess its okay then. its a hand-trace of rivers, streams and tributaries of my research area. pretty cool huh? and now my right arm is swollen. nice.i spend the whole day "repairing" my base map. there will always be something missing here and there. tried to take a nap in the evening but i woke up in a jolt by the sound of knocking from the walls. okay, this might sound creepy but my housemates told me "something" is disturbing them at night. shit. i seriously dont like this.
anyways, there's been really crazy things happening lately. me n R had a huge fight. this really sucks. and then im having trouble to stay focus on my thesis.
i had a dream about my cats. for your info, my parents sent them away since they dont have time to care for all 7 of them. they sent them to a bazaar not far away from home. mom said she checked on them every now and then when she went to the market. i had a dream about them coming back home. i cried. they were my best friends when im feeling lonely at home during the long holidays. well, mom called this morning. told her about my dream. she was shocked. part of the shoplots at the bazaar was burnt down last saturday. and that's where my cats used to laze around on the sidewalk. poor babies. but my mom went to check on them. they're safe. seems like they moved to the other part of the bazaar. thank God. part of me wished i dont have to be here. i should stay at home and care for them. its my responsibility since im the one who took them in when they were just kittens. and now its my fault they almost got killed in the fire. i can only pray that they live a happier life, with much freedom than what i can give them before.
Luna is sleeping over at her aunt Bella's house. its been - like 3 weeks already since i saw her. i missed her dearly. at times like this, i missed the way she would just tug at my pants for a pat on the head. or the times she would patiently sit under the table and wait for me to finish my homeworks - then let her out to the balcony for her binky. i'll try to get her back as soon as i hand in my complete version of Project 1. due date is on Tuesday the 4th. ganbatte~!
but not all thing that has happened was bad. me n R made up after the huge fight. another challenge i guess. another test. we learn to understand each other more everyday. i have said some harsh things in the previous blog entry but deleted it soon afterwards. there are things that is best kept to yourself. and i have learned that, you cant change people. and i know, people cant change me. im still the way i am, slightly polished but not quite shining yet. R taught me lessons in life. the hard way, of course. hmm, a way of growing up, again i guess.
okay, this is the fun part. i read on Cleo magazine on something about the "30 things you must do before you turn 30". and i thought it would be great to try it out. one of it is "learn how to successfully change a car tyre". I PROUDLY ANNOUNCED THAT I HAVE SUCCEEDED CHANGING A FLAT TYRE. urh, of course with a little-tiny-weeny-bit of help from R. =P
there's a lot of other tips that i would like to share with you. but i will post it in the next blog post.
i am currently suffering from a massive neck pain. which i think can only heal by a massage from my beloved mom. Dr.B is performing the hajj end of november. so im guessing my second fieldtrip to Kunak is cancelled. i would have to confirm it with him though. cant wait to go back HOME.
"home is where the heart is," - E.S+HS
